Friday, January 11, 2019

My dad keeps making me uncomfortable and acting funny around me and if I say so denies me and gets upset.
The people involved monitoring me in private keep acting foreboding that I can't post about what is done wrong to me, depending on who it is.  Like, people act like it is their duty to inappropriately stimulate an older lady I am friends with, as a result and in general besides.  It's getting worse and it doesn't "let up" like it used to.

I feel like I am in trouble with the older lady I am friends with, like it's okay and it doesn't matter now, whereas before it would be unheard of to be this bad.  It's for feeling upset about this.